empty words

you know, you think you know something... but you have a gut feeling that you cant shake off... but you ignore it... i  do that a lot. i wish i was better at listening to it. i dont know why this affects me so much...

maybe its bc madeline moved back to natch today... i helped her. her room is swell :p i love stan adn the cardboard cut out of me when i was 12... everyone should have one :) :: stan on my fridge at NSU! he's the best...:: haha. good times.

i had a pretty good summer... but now i have to break down, get my license ... get over ppl.. adn get a job. then i get to go back to school. im so ready to. i dont know why but i love going to nursing school.

so im gonna go... im tired of waiting. im tired of getting hurt. adn its only been a few hours... but im tired of being all alone...

i know i rarely update unless im super pissed or if im super happy. well this time im just here.

im graduating tomorrow. this isnt a normaal graduation. its where i get my LPN pin, and my lamp... adn all that good stuff. im so psyched.

i would love to see some of my friends. this is a big  ordeal to me. im gonna become a GPN (graduaate practical nurse) until i pass the NCLEX and become adn LPN.

also new news... i have a puppy. she is mini doxin. her name is emery. she is sooo cutee. whines when you leave. but shse loves to play. adorable.

and last but ot least i started workin out again with my homie g. i love madeline. i dont know what im gonna do when she leaves. prolly stop workin out. lol. but me adn madeline are already sexy ladies... now we have to fight off the men. haha

ok, im out.

my b day

im 21 today

i had surgery thursday so i have narcodics... not alcohol... but im okay with that. madeline and amanda and trent came to visit me. madeline brought cheesecake and a balloon. she = love.

i will have 21 festivities later. madeline you are so invited. and anyone else you want.

levi= gurrrr

i havent decided if i should start being more adult... or more wild.

okay


bye

i just want to say....

i dont like when ppl i dont ever talk to say that i say things that i didnt. why would you lie about me? even if you didnt like me, why would you say something that was so far from the truth that it just makes you look dumb? i dont understand dumb ppl.

i love madeline. even when we were both crazy, at least we understand eachother. and im so glad things are good for her and between us.

so, i was in a car wreck. i dont know if my car is totaled yet, but it is hurt. i busted my finger and my head. so i am hott with a splinted finger and a bruse on my head. yeah, im cool. im just glad im alive.

i havent had a great time since my wreck. the only good thing is carl. me and him are good. they have a concert friday night (the 17th)  dans band is playing too. yall come on out and support them at the sound stage :) but yeah, someone tried to ruin what me and carl have tonight, im glad that we are able to talk and get over this...

ppl can be retarded.

the end

titles are pointless

so... i am really happy right now. last night was the best night i have had in a looooong time! fisrt, we (me brett and carl) went shreveport to church. it was a lot of fun. and when we left...there was ice! carl and brett slid down the side rails of the stairs... it was fun. then we went to the gas station and they slid on carls trunk... brett crashed... it was fun. then we dropped brett off and went to carls house.

momma said she didnt want me driving. so we tried to convience carls dad to let me stay on the couch... VICTORY! and im sure it will be the last time too. we stayed up til three talkin.... and carls mom was like...carl thomas (glares) so im sure he will be in trouble...but he said it was worth it. and i think so too....

we had a great talk. im so happy. so much i want to say... and i know i shouldnt... oh well.

madeline: i love you G!